i’ve been sending emails to people. plugging; vom fass. getting bsu the credit that it deserves. sam said about j.depp the other day and i froze. really.. is this real or what? hahahaha. university ain’t good enough? my asse. so, drama school is only for the ‘best of the best?’ hmmmmm. what even is that? you need expression. and focus and team work. it is a come ...
this.is.important. this is vital. get him out PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE. ok okay. he’s here. how wonderful life is now you’re in the world. well, our world, not the next door neighbours. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
part of it. i shall send it to my best friends and print it off somewhere that’s important and cute and nice. FEEL LIKE I HAVE JUST GOT A CLUMP OF MY SOUL AND CAUGHT IT FALLING, PEELING OFFFFFFF. OUCH. YOU CATCH IT. wow. hi game, lets go. nissssh. nishkaaaa. let’s be ninja’s with this shit.
Why why why whyHow. what.Hannah.Spanner.Spitfire.SnapDragon.Sillyme.Sowhydidyousaythat.whyareyounot…. listening. talking. relating. staring blankky at us. oh god. anxiety. josh get the fuck out of this house before i GRR. when you realise that no matter how hard you try, your best friends will… so sososossoosososososososo upset. about missing you that. as soon as you argue you...
‘the greatest thing. you’ll, yes you’ll ever. learn is just...– MOULIN ROUGE
my first play. fuck it, here it is.
it’s about love. sadness. grief. that i see in you. every day. understanding that you are human if you enjoy. romeo and juliet. titanic. juno. edward.scissorhands. johnny depp. films. anything dark. touching. like rabbit hole. like………………. breakfast at tiffany’s. if you are going to see women in black. for.. a … ...
feel like this play story is a re-in-action of. the people. the colour. the love. the hate. the torment. the bliss that i have felt throughout my time as a being. my life. my life hahahahaha. i’m sometimes glad plonked me in this body. sometimes i feel like i’m just small hands, limbs and eyes that were just you know there. i looked didn’t feel that anyone loved me but...
so this is what it feels like? oh right. it doesn’t feel any different to what it’s been before. the dynamic. it evokes different memories and he reminds me of someone beautifullllllll. someone like johnny depp who is the moon. and robert downey jr. who is just the brightest sun. anne hathaway. who looks a million dollars. but has something that i can connect to. pain...
i feel like some people expect so much of me. it feels like there’s a massive pressure to be perfect. i’m bound to make mistakes, to say things without thinking and to make bad decisions. i won’t always get things right the first time. i just expect people to understand.
ayo_beatz came to lea manor the other day. so much energy, the students were like cklsdpofepoqwif0ef!
i used to get so scared of change. now not so much :)
it’s hard when you drift from someone you care about so much. you want to talk about it, to get it out in the open but don’t know how to start the conversation. i keep thinking that there’s other things they have to be worrying about like work or people they want to talk to more than me. i can’t blame them, i don’t have anything remotely interesting to say. i just...